I dont have the time,I dont have the will.

I wish the wind, would blow me away

Where am I ?

Who am I ?

why am I .. ?

Above her sweater shes wearing this thing,

above her head there is a golden ring,

its amazing to see such a creature,

happyness and joy, its a mixture.

on her back,the night dark wings

there are signs

of being tainted

by the coldness of this word.

The bells are ringing,

in the chapels, in human hearts

the gentle wind,

the speed of all those things,

passing by as she opens her wings

as she fastens to the ground ,

those wings cant carry her around,

shes half a human half a ghost,

to this body just a host,

shes the prisoner of iron cell

she comes from a place worse then hell

and when you yell her name ,

it doesnt matter its all the same

her eyes are closed she has muted the world

the darkness and the cold ,

about the times when sun seems blue,

she doesnt know you dont have a clue

in the middle of these healdess sheeps,

in the darkest corner of the chest,

laying in the depths your heart she sleeps.

Wake, just wake, cast away the dreams ,

her soul,let free, let her become real.

Sweet dreams are made of boobs... not really , just penguins...

School and work. Work and sleep.

Sleep and School and so it goes on.

I actually went out and drank beer today :]

It felt,

good.

It really did.

Danke Krissu.

I had fun!

Nothing ever happens.

So how about we stop waiting like fools,

and do something about it?

The world. sometimes seems unreal,

surreal.

Who knows,

the secrets of it anyways.

It hasent really been that long,

today i feel refreshed for some reason.

Maybe cause i didnt have to wake up so early :3

cause i stayed over at friends.

Oh and just so everyone would know,

Im offically a cockblocker again.

Cause i totally feel like it.

And I will never be tamed,

so if you cant deal with my attitude,

stop bothering yourself,

you cant ask me to be something im not -

sweet,nice,friendly.

My sarcastic jokes will follow me to hell,

and everything else too.

Freedom doesnt really exsist,

only to some point one could call themselves "free" or "unimpendent"

Cause everything always depends on somone/something

other then yourself.

Dear sweetheart,

go shave you back now.

 

 

 

WARNING THE NEXT VIDEO IS REALLY DISTURBING!

 

 

 

 

LMAO.Thank god i dance better thn that :D

Penguins, Pink eggs with black ribbons. Im theyr mom. Purple w limegreen dots! :]

There once lived this girl,

she lost her faith,

didnt know what to do anymore.

Her parents told her to do whatever she wants,

that moment, death was swimming around in her toughts.

Her boyfriend told her to get over it fast

but she didnt feel like she should leave it in the past.

Friends they sayd that it would be fine,

she couldnt beleve it, it was impossible to hide.

Her granny told her to listen to use her head

that moment,all the toughts, they were already dead.

She felt like there was nothing that could have been done,

she knew that all of it was, unexsistance of the love.

Am i sorry?

Im really not.

Should i be?

who knows.

Does it matter?

No.

I couldnt care any less, cause

i dont care at all.

Im not afraid of the dark,

but id prefer to face it standing next to you,

cause i can.

But now, i just feel betrayed.

And your nolonger here,

or maybe you never were?

I dont know.

Im silently trying to escape this hell,

but i will never make it.

Cause i always fall back when i reach the top of the hill.

I just really want to quit.

QUIT IT ALL.

I just wish i could walk away,

just walk away.

watching everyone crush my everything. :]

Piece by piece ,

but it will never completley fall apart.

It doesnt matter anymore ,

it just doesnt. . .

I still, am keeping my smile

on the palm of my hand.

Buhhbai.

WTF your mom bitch!?

as in Want To Fuck

All my loveables you can stop bothering with me,

im fine.

Stop pretending that you care.

All my Fuckables, you can stop playing with me.

Im hot.

Stop fucking that rougtly.

 

 

Sticks and stones,cant break my bones, YOU FUCKFACE are still jumping on my toes.

Im being overwhelmed,

by this smile on my face ,

I must be out of my mind,

really, but i guess its fine.

If im not jet,

im surely moving there.

Why dont you stop staring at me,

with those ice cold eyes,

Let the setting sun turn them red,

its as if they were on fire.

Pure white, Bright green,

fighting as the seasons change

Whats the meaning of this all?

You might be like an open book,

but im not really interested in reading you.

Standing on the edge, I still have the edge.

Blades cant hurt me, your words, they never reached me.

Its all meaningless,

But, im not out of reach, im just hiding in the shadows.

You cant do a thing, since you cant see in the dark.

Penguins,Hippos,Elephants,Dolphins

Lazy but Sexy Slimy mutant Snails.

Do you have them?

nope!

Cause theyr all mine.

To fight them, youd need an antidote.

Can you get that?

Never.

Im not a bookworm,

But i will eat up everything you say.

Sometimes, its more important

to be able to move on after crashing down,

to build up everything from the start.

giving up is for the fools.

OH GOSH D: I just noticed! D:

Theres this huge building O.o

and there are trees on the roooooof :O

*DIESSSSS*

Well justin bieber still is worse. :O

Now when i start reminding...

OMFG . I sooo feel like my eyes just commited suicide today

For real.

I was just like all nicley and harmlessli hangin

around rate.ee and KABOOOM .

BANG .

it just hit me like that BANG

some 13 year old girls album...

FULLL OF FUCKEN JUSTIN BIEBER

and the headline of every picture was like (L))))

D: *dies*

i havent felt do dead since the last time I ACTUALLY WAS DEAD.