Tuesday

Ripped off Wings,I refuse to Scream.


Your the lifetaker i never expected to come.
Never once did I tink you actually cared but i stayed around.
Somehow I just couldnt leave you alone.
First you used me and then you threw me away, you know
the usual that just goes with the show.
In one way you gave me so much i before couldnt have dreamed
but in another you ripped off my wings
even so i still refuse to scream.
The ones that made us where the little things.

In my imagination, the pain is taking over
Emptyness and sorrow
My eyes and ears i now shall cover
knock it, my inside is hallow

Feel free to stay around
even if it brings me down.
Any weakness i wont show
when it hurts and when i cry
I will pretend that i dont know
The billion stars in the sky
Shining brigther then ever I .


What hurts shall perish from my eyes

No promises were ever made
and me, you never really tamed.
This time, in the end
I shall keep it and pretend

                                                            BULLSHIT.Im Crying.

Friday

Well Well, and what do we have here? 10 perverts, freshly packed.My friend sent em from Turkey.


So its nearly 1 at nigh. 13th november 2010.
My mind just went kaboom BLANK.
I have been skipping school whole week, and spent my time uhum
doing noooooooothing. XD MWHAHAHAHAHA!
Yeah, i dont have anything much to say really.
Just dont get in my way or i will have to shoot you dead too.
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Humans really are, the most amusing  toys ever created.
So, toys are for playing right`? ^^
Life too, is just a game.
With bets,little bit higher then we would like to admit.
Want to play?
Harem,Harem,WELCOME to MY Harem.





There is always hope,cause i refuse to give it up.
I, Yes me.
The person who walks around and claims that hope is for the dumb.
But hehe, i just might be a little bit dumb.
The fact that im slow,is well known anyways.
Happy Endings arent ment for this world.
There still are some tho.
People get cut,thats life,they dont need to have me
in theyr lives to get hurt honestly.

Today its raining...
but tomorrow`?
Who are you to say.
You claim to know but you dont.
Tomorrow, i wont be who i am today.
Tomorrow, i might not agree to the toughts i tought today.
but,
I find it all to be quite precious.
Cause we find it amazing to be Alive.

Happy Weekend Bitches -huuugs-

Tuesday

I Flash, I Dance, Yourway fuckface i wont glance.

"Oh and just so everyone would know,
Im offically a cockblocker again.
Cause i totally feel like it.
And I will never be tamed,
so if you cant deal with my attitude,
stop bothering yourself,
you cant ask me to be something im not -
sweet,nice,friendly.
My sarcastic jokes will follow me to hell,
and everything else too."

Or uhum thats what i sayd in september.. XD

Sorrry :O
I so have changed my mind now XD haha!
Or maybe i have some secret evil plans.
I am not supposed to have any emotions anyways :D

So once again i have come home to Keila.
Nostalgic, really nostalgic.
Makes me feel really calm n shit.
Anyways im sorry everyone that i havent been writing really :D
not that anyone reads anyways.
So ...

"DEAR SANNU,
IM EXTREMLY FUCKING SORRY
I HAVENT BEEN WRITING TO YOU LATELY .
P.S JUST READ THE NOTEBOOK INSTEAD. "

yeah paper and a pen, feels way better thn this bullshit :D

Ttyl.

 http://sannusuicidal.blogspot.com/2010/08/your-cock-is-so-small-that-it-cant-even.html

Thats just weird and funny! XD i actually had funny days :D