Cold attitude.Refusing to give in.Feeling alone.Being a stuck up bitch.
Anyone can do that.
The Coffee i made is prolly too strong, the food is still too hot to eat.
So im here. Here is where i belong. Its like my own little world,
everything is so easy on here.
Im currently looking for a new job. I dont feel like doing something I hate anymore.
Maybe it will be a step closer to being happy, well even if its just a little .
I prolly should give up on some things tho, in order to give new things a chance.
But im not that kind of a person.
We all are working out asses off one way or another anyways.
Most of us have to do tons of things they would rather not to anyways.
I beleve grown ups call that life.
Im not one yet , maybe thats why, its hard to accept,
this just might be everything there is to it.
Someone called offering me a job, the pay is pretty much the same,
work time would be 15:00 to 23:00 .
I dont know.
The time is perfect , its just that, if theres transport at tht time around.
even the place seems not too shabby.
I dont know, maybe cleaning is not my line of work tho,
even so i dont really mind , as long as its not my own home that im cleaning. :3
I really am like a penguin i guess, choosing one mate for my whole life.
Its just maybe tho.
But i still do beleve that even tho most of us run as soon as things get hard,
its really important to accept the bad and enjoy the good bits of life,
Its here anyways. If one thing doesnt happen then another will.
Im still just a simple drama queen i guess.
You know, i have been one whole my life.
I am like a magnet to the metal to bad things.
The last one is what happens when bored sannu gets her hands on paint :D
