Smile.

Smile for me.
Just do it.
And i will smile back.

Im happy.
Im sad.

And im not living on planet mars.

Im fine. My bd was crappy but who cares.
Im too lazy and tired to write.
And just whining is empty.

So ,
Heres the good news.

I dont like aanything in the world, but
i love every bit of hateing everything.

I got myself some hellokitty toys :D
i have some matching ones and im giving one to my sister :D

Cause i love her.
I simply dont know how to show that crap out anymore.

Try me.

Nonii, kus sa nüüd oled 

pisike reeturlik valetaja 

ilma südameta , ilma hingeta 

aga suure suure naeratuse 

ja kasutute sõnadega.

Siin olen :D Mwhahahaha.

Kui sa veel ei teadnud siis homme

paistab päike sama vähe kui täna

ja vihma kallab eniwei 

Vihmas tantsida on tore. 

Ma tahtsin tegelikult midagi kirjutada targemat aga

Shit happens and so the story died.

yay :)

Ma ei joonista enam.

Ma unustasin kuidas see käib.

Ma ei kirjuta enam nii nagu vanasti.

Ma ei taha ja ei oska enam.

Ma ei kanna enam selliseid riideid.

Ma ei tea kuhu need kadusid.

Ma pole enam nii peenike.

Ma läksin paksemaks.

Ma ei naerata enam samamoodi.

Ma naeratan viisakusest.

Ma ei võitle enam.

Ma andsin alla.

Ma pole enam tugev.

Ma eelistan olla nõrk.

Ma pole enam mina.

Ma lihtsalt eksisteerin.

Ma pole enam vaba.

Ma elan puuris mille lõin.

Ma ei armasta enam ennast.

Ma armastan kedagi teist.

Ma värvin oma juuksed uuesti värviliseks, hakkan joonistama ja kirjutama 

ja naerma ja naeratama ja saan vabaks.

Ma lihtsalt saan ja tahan.

bshh

Here I stand
On my solid ground.
Here I scream
For my heart
And for my soul
Here i Died
For another one
So this is hell
Not my misery
But all the fun
What i lost
For what i found
Another Sin ,
Does not matter in hell
Cry for the butterfly
living only a day
I died just another yesterday.

Sannuism

Well so become a sannuist.

To join:

Write a poem of your new belief.

Write a stand out sentence to spread the faith.

Prove you know how to hug.

Sannuist to do list :

Stand infront of the mirror every day and repeat : Im pretty, Im strong, Im smart , I can do it.

like 10 times to yourself.

 Laugh alot.

Make fun and smile.

Do one good deed a day.

Smile.

10 hugs a day is a must.

Just be happy.

Be yourself

So join :D 

First poem written to me:

Roses are red violets are blue, Mutukas is amazing, and I love her too!

Haha :D 

Welcome to the sannuland!

Bs

So here i am.
Sitting in my happy nothing.
I dont even know if i should just hide in a corner
or just go and stand in the middle of the room
and yell till i have lost my voice.
Neither options seem realistic HA!

I feel like a writer with no hands
no pen no computer and no voice.

Maybe i should stick my nose in a paint
and try drawing with that.

If You know the feeling.

 

You know nothing

I love him. The one who sacrifeced everyting to be with me.