- I could be the darkness -

-Stills wishing to be your light-

I feel like theres nothing left of me

and the bits i have 

they are just a bit too far

i feel loved and happy

but just still 

unknowingly way too sad.

My head thinks the toughts i never 

imagined it would

and as it seems

i live in seperated worlds

emotions and reality feelings and the truth

lies and their worth 

its like i hate honey in my tea.

one day i wont be here to write anything

anymore

but we all know that.

none of anyone will be here to read it either.

so i would like this one person who changed my world

to know

i love you.

i love you so much 

that once i see you happier with someone else 

i will dissapear 

cause i will know 

im not deeded anymore.

'

your smile 

meand the world to me.