-Sometimes my heart skips beats just by the thought that 

the next moment you might step into the room.-

-Sometimes my tears come from the toughts of thinking too much about 

the so called "what if"- 

-Sometimes the only thing that frightens me, is ending up back in the cage

back in the same room with violence and back to not being but always feeling alone.- 

-Sometimes i mess up explaining what i mean, So i start stuttering lost for words cause it makes me nervous, that you might lose the important point and the meaning of the #what i ment to say with what i said# -

Yesterday we walked to the middle of the so called big pond "tiik"

it was almost 5 in the morning.

and 12 hours later the ice that carried us even tho we might 

have fallen trought

was prolly just water, 

its just like that.

weather-