sometimes i just get so busy with fucking my own damn brain 
i kinda just forget everything else.
so busy so busy 
with that damn brain that takes me nowhere

Haha, 
sometimes i really wish i were suicidal.

maybe i am , in so to speak of a way.
Its just eternal damage in slow motion.
I wouldnt call it suicide, 
im just killing me softly 
with love and mistakes.

I wont die, cause i dont want to meet you again.