Im still The girl.

Living her life as difficult as possible.

Always  up to something. 

Im always scared , but

i have to be strong

I cant cry.

So i just reschedule my cryings , 

for when i have time to.

Im always on the verge of breaking apart

I never do.

If i were to , i wouldnt be me

I feel weak

prolly cause of the fever and shit 

but 

either way I am weak

and thats fucking awsome.

I dont even look like me anymore

and suprisingly i dont really care