I wish i could have Stayed alive forever.

 

They dont know,

im just a ghost living in the past

You dont know ,

I have been already gone since the start.

Just because i dont say,

it doesnt mean the pain aint real

For the tears that you have seen,

i have made up so many reasons

Do you know what was right or wrong

did i tell you the truth,

or chose the easiest way out?

I wouldnt mind, if its with you

forever is fine.

I will give my best to make it there

cause i know you would too for me.

When it comes to you .im like all the people i hate

my mind makes you perfect,

and even tho i prolly know all your flaws,

far better than my own,

before my eyes, they all just dissapear.

But you know I dont love you.

That selfish word,could never express me.

It would never make you understand,

and these feeling are worth much more.

I wouldnt cry for you, I wouldnt die,

but i will smile and keep living on.

So for as long as your gone

i will wait for you ,

and somehow im sure

you will find your way back to me.

Just how maney times did you read these lines and smile? :]

Totally worth my time :D

Im really tired from working all the time,

so i have been thinking myself crazy.

Totally could present you with atleast 100 "New Worlds" theories :D

i cant even type normally anymore :D

and today i can sit here for fucken thankgod 8 instead of 12 hours but

with no internet.

Well i guess i have my Sexy radioactive mutant Snails

and yes they just keep getting new powers.

and ofc my penguins who will never leave my side:]

so next time you try to do something weird to me

try to remember :O

the penguins are watching :D

and oh now just two eyes on you babeh...

but around hahahhaa 600billion :D

I dont beleve in second chances, but i still wonder just how many have i gotten?

People never change and if they do ,

its prolly unitentional.

Well maybe just a little bit ,

cause everyone is scared.

scared of the unknown

You could be my string of light in the dark.

Today i was like told

that my penguin jokes are getting old D:

and i was like hey you there stupid looking guy

your at such a young age..you wanna die?

And he was like No Please do not

no balls i havent got

Please let me choose, position take

let your penguins do the rape rape rape :3

mwhahaha.

And thats just the way things roll.

you fucken stupid troll :]

~I feel its gunna rain,

and all the giant waves

i will never let them wash me away.~