Thursday

I hate this place.

Its as if all the clocks have stopped.
time just has stopped.
the 4th day of stay in the hospital 
started hours ago.
nothing has happened.
Just staring out of the window and waiting for the doctor to come
or call me or whatever
I just want to go home already.
I havent cried yet.
Today i prolly will.
Well i already am.
I just want to go home. 
Im finally breaking apart into pieces.
Thats just so not me.
I dont want to be here in this hospital where he died.
I hope they will let me home before i crack.
I guess the damage has already been done tho.
The only part of me thats in pain is my heart.
The food mostly sucks.
tastless crap well atleast for a saltmaniac like me XD
I feel like im a burden to my hun too.
since hes wasting hes vacation on coming to see me every day ... 
I dont know whats wrong with me today , 
It must be the weather.

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