I miss you . you died on me. 

I still dont spend a day not thinking of you . 

i just stopped thinking about you all the time 

now i just remember you twice a day

once i wake up and once i go to sleep and sometimes 

when i see your cross on the table.

but i hope you know 

i found someone , and he makes me happy 

sometimes he makes me sad but mostly 

im really glad i have someone like him by my side

so wish me luck and 

dont be mad since your 

not here anymore

sometimes i wish you were but 

id still choose him over you.