Make a wish.

I wish , i could too.

Today i went to grannys, did this and that and that and this until my hands refused to stop tembling
from the work.
I was so tired, so i decided to sleep for an hour.
When i woke up, i had tears running down my face ,
and  a smile on it.
I had a dream of us , being in a huge shopping centre as it got attacked by
men with guns ,
they started the fire but i just leaned in to give you a kiss while is pushed you behind the corner.
5 bullets in my back you were just on the other side of the glass, but i love you for treasuring the life
i chose to give you sacrificing myself,
I know, you felt my pain as they raped me on the other side of it.
Well i survived, but in the end everything had already changed,
cause you will never look at me with the same eyes you did before.
Or well thats what it seemed like. Who knows, and how could anyone do that
anyways.


I wanna go drinking tomorrow,
Krissy said she would come but shes only free after 4 and im free after 12 in the morning ,
i dont really know what to do with those 4 hours,
maybe i will go and burn it while i can.