Thursday

Use me to Forget.

And then throw me away.

Forget Everything,
even if its only for a while.
Anything, 
cause i make it possible,
Possible for you to smile.

I hate myself for cryin when there is no reason to.
Cause of you,
i have been doing that too.
You dont even know.
You have no idea, 
i dont think you can even imagine it
in your wildest dreams ,
how much you have hurt me.

If you knew all my bad sides,
you too, 
would hate me.

I just got careless, thinkin you might be different.
I let you in too close.
I dont regret it,
but once again.
Soon, soon
Im going to crawl back into my shell.

But you know,
im not mad , and i dont dislike you
i just hate myself for being so fragile
cause for you 
doing everything you do 
right now , 
is prolly the best thing to do,
to free yourself from it all.

  Im Selfish.

but im not sorry for it.


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