the moment i get a job im quitting school.
It might not be the best choice,but
I feel like if i dont i will regret it later.
I can always go back to school later again.
A few days ago or should i say, around 4 in the morning on 20th march,
i had a huge breakdown, I spent 3 hours crying
I dont know why.
But i sure did realize that right now,
i have noone to turn to when i need to.
That night , i rised like a phoenix.
From the ashes that were left of my mighty kingdom,
as i could do nothing but stand back and watch ,
as it collapsed inside my mind.
Guess that is what i get for holding too much emotions
locked up inside for way too long LOL!
Silly girl i am indeed! :3
We all have dreams, that by now have been forgotten.
I swear upon Sannuland that i will give my best in anything i do.
Cause , I still find it amazing to be alive.
I dont know, what will happen to us,
what will come of us,
or even if the things i can give are enough to make you happy,
but
i will never give up , not before i find the awnsers.
I know some of you actually do read it,
even tho , its silly
stupid and maybe pointless,
Well thankyou :3
Cause i think every minute of your life, is precious.
If you have any questions to me, make sure you ask ohkay :3
Trought mail,msn,comments whatever,
Cause i know you do have some.
CIAOUSSU :*
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