Stay True.

It has been ages,

i feel so damn sad 

i swear i could die

I hate being so weak,

i hate the fact, 

that 99% of the time i cant

understand myself at all 

the most and you know

if i could, id like to run away

this is a war, 

but unlike in the songs, 

im figting alone 

on the frontline.

who am i to blame anyone,

this is the path i chose afterall

I was told not to cry infrnt of others,

cause my tears

are supposedly more precious then diamonds.

I just had one wish, that youd never let go, 

and thats wishing for the impossible, 

you prolly dont even care.

For all the times, 

i have been standing still,

for all the mistakes,

made more thn once

for all the emotions, 

kept inside

and for the words

that werent enough ,

i shall smile for the stars

and for the sky

and for you 

i shall try 

and fly 

i want you to see

that with broken wings

im still 

moving on.

trapped in the past, 

whos gunna save me?

I know , i need you the most,

when i deserve you the least.

Sorry.

Im just so damn sorry,

but i dont pity myself , 

cause 

i can still keep smiling.