You had me at that smile.

Not as in "Im madly in love with you"

but rather in "Id do anything to see it again"
thats all there is to it.
I was about to write so many stupid things,
and then i realized,
noone cares. Not even me.

I just want to curl up against somones warm chest and sleep peacefully,
without these nightmares,

Ne you know..
your still living in the past.

Just like me.

Ohoh anyways :3 Pyro thinks i should get rid of my lock and get a new one,
so so i decided,
id still like to keep it for as long as i figure out
something better to get,
cause getting another lock ,
would just never let me be free .

jup, thats about it i guess,


"Once all of this ends,
You will have me half-dead,
but no mercy here cause i will be smiling,
as i will feel as if I just got thrown against a wall
with speed passing 400km/h
and after i stood up , the eifel tower
buried me under it.
You just forgot,
i was made of porcelain,
whats left of me is just some dust ,
between the metal."




If i could i would. But since i cant, i will suffer alone.

Maybe i will make a video tomorrow :3