I decide.

Ne, The first smile of mine you ever saw, do you remember?
I wonder , what it made you think.

Yesterday i failed.
Im sorry.

I had a dream.

I just hugged you , while i slipped an icecube under your coat,
It melted on its way down your back.
You asked me why?
Just so i could warm you up, was the awnser,
i held you tighter then i had ever held anyone in my arms,
God , just let my feelings reach him i tought.
You awakaned me,
My aura black , so black you could see it , it craked,
Flames splashed trough it and
light green sprouts broke their way trough,
in the end it bloomed, pink, and turquise
but at the part where my heart was,
the flames were still blue.
You took a picture,
you could see it all.

" You know whats funny? the fact that noone will beleve that this is real."


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I had a dream , it was spring,
we were on  a field with lotsa flowers.
Butterfly , stoped on me,
you softly blew it away
"Im jealous of everything that touches you and is not me, even of the clothes your wearing,"
"I just might love you after all" I replied with the biggest smile.
That moment i knew, i was the first, to say that first.

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The warmest feeling of all ,
you gave it to me,
thats why i beleve you
will also give me the coldest someday,
make me realize
that the world still knows how to freeze.