You cant have me ,You cant!

I feel your hand moving up and down
Caressing my tummy,
as it moves over my ribs
it gives me shivers,
I like it,
then i realize, i dont know who you are
i try to move
but my body refuses to ,
the shivers start to scare me ,
i try to force my eyes open ,
finally!
but I still cant move ,
as your black figure lingers infront of my eyes,
then dissapears,
and its all gone.

Im awake, wide awake.

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Again that old place , a house inside a house,
its huge,
i remember it being a theater ages ago ,
Entrance is on its 4th floor,
Doctors everywhere, its a hospital now.
I meet up with 3 of them ,
We sit, and we talk,
I have cancer and then they start chasing me around with
needles,
I refused from treatment,
only one of them doesnt , but then again she doesnt help me either,
as i try to get out of the building,
i get out of it and i am ,
oh i even know where i am .
Suddenly im walking on stilts and try to run away from the security guards
chasing me,
Somone tries to help me, I dont know who he is,
I run i get stuck in the snow,
dead body of somone famous saves me,
for a moment there
everyone forgets me, but for some reason i run back into that hospital
as the doctors find me
 i manage to get the needles in my hand and thrust em into ones chest.
Suddenly im in the toilet, talking to somone trying to escape from the security again ,
then im outside , standin at the busstop talking to him on the phone,
partying,
and then im back in that hospital ,
desperatly trying to run away ,
I remember its structure, that huge building inside of that other
 I remember seeing all those faces ,
all those places ,
ages ago , ages ago,
I know them ,
Maybe nothing has changed,
and in the end,
i dont remember ,
going out of that hospital ,
I didnt get away.
I didnt, ...